Nobody Knows

Laughing through my drying tears
Looking back on wasted fears
Shifting sands that fade the lines
Blur the gulf, between yours and mine
A speck of time, some empty space
Shape memories I can't erase
Moments that imprint my soul
Experience my driving goal
Learn and grow, squeal with joy
Rage and scream, break my toys
Twist and lie, till truth is bent
Dark and light both heaven sent
Head after tail I make the rounds
Rediscover my holy ground
Cross the paths that I once tread
Life follows life, when your already dead
Round, and round, and round we go
Are we more then echo's?
Nobody Knows!

Jack
aka PanseyBard

Perspectives

World of screams
World of dreams
Thrills, chills, and inbetweens
From dawns first light
To fading sight
Perception is the only blight
Beyond the needing
The passion feeding
Lives the hope that brings the night
Eternal knowing
Grief I'm sowing
Even in sublime delight
Twist of mind
Turn of phrase
Shadow of some hollow praise
Out of context
Void of emotion
Stranded on this dry docked ocean

Jack
aka PanseyBard

Driven

Tainted by remembered bliss
Unchained soul and Satan's kiss
Sirens call from heavens gait
Heart responds, mind relates
Buried deep, trapped by form
Futures past mistakes we mourn
Reflection of another's mind
Out of space, shunned by time
Cast adrift, caught by distraction
All is but another fraction
Fission of a mind unhinged
Hatter mad, but not so fringe
Looking in, peering out
Confidence as real as doubt
From corrupted shining crystal core
To Isis beach or serpents door
Filled with love, drenched with sin
Ignore, Laugh, Fight, Win

Jack
aka PanseyBard

Wisps of Delusion

Wisps of delusion
When passions wake
Apathy breathes it's last
Selfish desires offered up
On the alter of inspiration
Nooks and crannies of consciousness
Once held so precious
Wisps of delusion
Held fast Transfixed by
Focused contemplation
Bathed in the absolute
Unabashed subjectivity
Hyper critical self loathing
Finds fault condemning all
Harmony restored underlying unity
Laid bare unapologetic of  it's form
Glorious in it's certainty of divinity
Lovely illusions
Wisps of delusion

Muse

Betwixt between
Another dream
Blurred to speed of light
Sights and sounds
Smiles and frowns
Blend of sheer delight
Cuts and bruises
Blind and confuse us
Bewildered but loving the fright
Prison of Sense
Poison of old
Passion twinged madness
Divinely controlled
Spun, Splattered
Corrupted, Debased
Tortured, Dismembered
All in good taste
Hearing the song
Playing along
Movement unfinished
Leading me on

Jack
aka PanseyBard