If only

If only you could see what I see in your eyes

If only you could hear what I hear in your cry"s

If only I believed the lies dripping from your lips

If only I was tempted by the magic of your hips

If only you could dream, someone else's dream

If only you could taste someone else's scream

If only I was lonely, instead of just alone

If only I was lost, instead of being home

If only you could wake and view the world anew

If only you were magic instead of being blue

If only I saw life, and not the living dead

If only I craved sanity and not this pumpkin head

If only there wasn't certainty written in your code

If only you could see past your own souls abode

If only I could sense, the purpose in our creation

If only I would cave to all the worlds sensation

If only you allowed for deaths final absolution

If only you stopped insisting on life absolute solution

If only

If only

We Win

Dreams are just dreams
Till the nightmares come true
And life is a dream
Till the Devils coming for you
Only hope can deceive
Only love can surveive
When demons and angels
Are laughing we cry
Cruel and diseased unto our core
Another great cycle
Opens new doors
Our flaws are all hidden
In ribbons and bows
Hearts are all empty
At one with our souls
Worship and praise
We throw out like the trash
When all that we covet
Is the flash, and the cash
We teach only lies
And learn mostly tears
Commanding the Gods
To banish our fears
Paying for fame with all we don't own
Forgetting the flesh is not our true home
Driven by blood, slaking our lust
Explaining our crimes as
We do what we must
Living in tragedy dying in sin
All for a dollar, as long as we win.

Asymmetric Coherence

I've been over the moon swimming with the sharks
Playing tricks on myself, cuz my reflection don't lie
Transgress just to feel rebuked, hanged man, fool, magus
No cards to find me, joker, joker, emperor plays my song
Led to flaming temptation to hide horrid, eat up my profane
Nirvana ain't got nothing on delights of the void
dripped with promise of forever nothing
Hidden wells of never was, never will be
All in all waiting only in unknowing can new be found
Bottomless pit repository of mystery
Mistress of all devouring madness
No need to ask, just take entropic self seduction
Delusions crafted seemingly just for you
Sliding through time, drifting through mind
quantum is as quantum does binary super postion
define the path of possible, you've only defined your slice
irrational by design, infinite scaler probability
wrapped in limited sensory perceptions
biochemical onslaught reproductive imperative
immortality by proxy, driven to hypocrasis
competition of the blind, blinded by phantom reflections
corruption of self projection, grandiose cries, mere desperation
darkness sure to claim us all, erasing all our hatreds
our slights, our triumphs lost in the electromagnetic solar disk
The dead already dance, imprinted digital relative reproduction
off, and on absurd reduction, undeniable common conduction
layered rotational after thoughts, aware outside in
Tied inside out relative mortality centropic warping field harmonics
infection of the perfect order, random denounced by chaos math
field to large, set undefined, unknown, written unknowable.
Which means don't waste your time.
Immortal amoeba, flying spaghetti monster, infection or insemination.
invasion, compromised by compassion, voids new found fashion.
dress it up, blow it up, rip it out, till everyone can see
our mothers close to dying, our existence isn't free.